Little Lotte
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Angel you're betrayed me.....
I went out last friday, on Christmas eve. I met someone I didn't really wanna see. It's been a year since I last saw him. And time really flies. Was that my Christmas present? If that's really my present, I wouldn't wanna receive it. He was the one who made me to become the person I am today. This might sound crazy but I've changed because of him. I thought after my form 3, I wouldn't see him anymore. But no, I met him again in form 4. Then I thought it was the last. But no, I met him yet again in form 5. And I thought it was really the last time cuz I won't be in Ipoh anymore and he would leaving Ipoh cuz of uni. But no, even though I was not in Ipoh tis year, I met him yet again during Christmas. It's like his image haunts me...ok, it is not that scary la but still. I really don't inted to see him anymore. Hopefully I won't see him again on New Year's Eve.
Well, time really flies. Christmas passed and New Year's just around the corner. Eu Jin asked me today if I have any New Year resolution. I haven't really thought of it yet actually. I guess these few days is the time for me to really think deep about it.
I've fulfilled my duty as a friend. I've already burned their fav songs into a cd and send them a sopy each. But there's one I forgot to send... ah, never mind, I'll send later. Hopefully he doeesn't mind.
I went for The Phantom Of The Opera yet again and cry yet again. I heard from Elwyn that Kit didn't really enjoy the show. She thinks that it's funny as it doesn't make sense at all. And she has no idea why I would cry watching that show. Well Kit, maybe this is not the kind of movie you like to watch. But personally I really like it a lot. The songs are wondefull and the costume and everything. The storyline is really touching and I really pity the phantom a lot. That's the reason I could cry. It's a really touching movie.....
I didn't talk to him ever since then. Should I tell him? More and more problems arising and I have no idea if I should tell him. Suddenly I just feeling losing him as a friend is the best choice. I felt so betrayed. And he's not the person that I used to know anymore. It hurts a lot knowing this fact. I'm gonna try to get an oppurtunity to talk to him and tell him everything.
Results will be out very soon and I am freakin worried about it. One more day, just one more day and I will know what my future lies ahead of me. Pray hard that I manage to get good grades.
Past the point of right or wrong,
One final question,
How long shall we wait before we're one?
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