Breakaway
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Grew up in a small town,
And when the rain would fall down,
I just stared out my window,
Dreaming of what could be,
And if I end up happy,
I would pray.
Tryin not to reach out,
But when I try to speak out,
Felt like no one could hear me,
Wanted to belong here,
But something felt so wrong here,
So I would pray,
I could breakaway.
*
I spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
I'll make a wish,
Take a chance,
Make a change,
And breakaway,
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget the ones that I loved,
I'll take a risk,
Take a chance,
Make a change,
And breakaway.
Wanna feel the warm breeze,
Sleep under a palm tree,
Feel the rush of the ocean,
Get onboard a fast train,
Travel on a jet plane, far away,
And breakaway.
repeat *
Builidings with a hundred floors,
Swinging around revolving doors,
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on,
Fly away, breakaway.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye,
I gotta take a risk,
Take a chance,
Make a change,
And breakaway,
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget the place I come from,
I gotta take a risk,
Take a chance,
Make a change,
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway.
~Kelly Clarkson~
Tis is such a nice and suitable song for me now. I really wanna get away from whatever I'm doin now and fly far away and don't even wanna care what's really goin on around me. But it's not easy.
Workin really make me realise a lot of thing, things I have never experienced before, things I had never seen before and all kinds of people that I never encounter before. When you work, you have to be very patient in a lot of things. Definitely there will be rumours behind your back, people disliking you, people who are so jealous of you that they need to backstab you and etc. I think I can say I have experience all these things. But still I know I still have a long way to go. I am still so young.
Working also make me realise how important time is. It is really precious. Believe me or not, time flies and without me noticing it, I have already finished AUSMAT for more than three months. And I have departed from my friends for more than 3 months. I have worked for three months and very soon, I will quit the job and start a new life in KL yet again. Within tis 3 months period, I got sort of promoted to be a cashier now as my boss really trust me a lot. Wow, such a huge responsibility man. Scary wei....
I am still worried and unsure of what to study. I just mentioned to my mom that I plan to study the course ADTP in taylor's. Well she's just worried where I'm gonna stay and things like that and I told her not to worry cause I will know how to take good care of myself. Well, it all depends on my sister now as I will discuss with her tis week when she comes back.
Well, went for a dinner just now. My boss 'belanja makan'. Aha, very funny. He forced me to drink like glasses of white wine as he knows I can drink really well. Then I was dressed, hmm, you know, erm long pants, heels, and a black sleeveless top. I did put a little make-up on and curled my eyelashes. Wow, I can't believe it. Those guys who kept on staring at me, stared blankly at me today, the whole day. It's like they don't believe that it's really me. Well of course I kinda curled my hair too. (tied pleats the whole head for the whole night man) And my colleagues love my appearance a lot. They said I look very mature, pleasant, and as though I am a soft-spoken girl. Unlike the usual hip-hop, sporty, casual dreassing. They preferred if I wore the top with a skirt and I told them, sorry dude, not that fast. Maybe later when I have some pics I will scan it out ler... Let you guys see how do I look like..haha
Talked to David just now. He is doin real fine there, with Carissa. they are both enjoying themselves there. Well, pray hard for them and God bless.
Hmm.... and guess what again? I received a call from TS during the dinner and my colleagues though it was my boyfriend. They really think that he's my bf. I mean yeah, my best friend, not boyfriend. And I can't believe what they actually told me that I look more matchin with him than his gf. And they do think we are real open-minded people and they can see that we are really close, so close that they think 'senget' and far far away.....
Gosh, I think I am writing a report here man. Sorry guys but I believe you guys do wanna here more from me, right? Haha... hope to see those pics I took today and send it to you guys soon.......
Kinda dizzy now...please forgive me...... gtg.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
5:31 PM |
I Can't Believe IT!!!!!
Sunday, February 20, 2005
I can't believe what I just read. Apparently Jay Chou is DATING a girl, an interviewer name Patty Ho. They were caough by paparazzi when they were in Japan. Aiyks, my idol is finally dating..Haha... a good sign though.
Well, I met Joey today. Gosh, we talked for about an hour and my colleagues complained that we talked to much... haha, but it was good. We updated each other on a lot of news of friends from Ausmat 2004. We notice we have friends everywhere and we really miss those lives a lot. We run along the hallway of 4th floor monash building, studyin at the foyer, hanging around in the student centre and etc.
Well, I saw him today. Ok, everyone has been asking me who's that mysterious guy that I've been talking about for the past few blogs. It's actually my very close friend, TS. He dropped by my shop today and I didn't know. He gave me a shocked and he bought me a very nice chocolate blended drink. Most of my colleague thought that he was my boyfriend. Gosh, they really crazy man. Well, maybe I shouldn't be angry with him at all. It was not his fault in the end. It's just my way of ending one friendship with her. But I didn't manage too. We remain as close friends.
And those bunch of guys who keep on looking at me and one of my colleague, Kinky. Yeah, guess what? They stare at us practically everyday!! Whenever we appear, it seems like as though we're wearing a BIG JIANT BELL that they always know when we are around. They will just look for us and start looking at us. Are they crazy or something? Hmm....maybe!!!
I'm pretty worried about my studies actually. I have no idea which field should I really get into. I don't wanna regret for the rest of my life. I am so scared I will make a big mistake. So, I have decided to think longer and join the may intake of ADTP in taylor's. People please pray hard for me that I will make the right choice.
Well, I'm actually pretty pissed off with ma workplace nowadays. Apaprently one of them is a hypokrit. She always backstab people from their back. Well, but what to do, tis is life. C'est la vie! just keep my mouth shut will do the trick. Everyone in ma workplace is not really happy with that girl. I keep on telling them, be patient and everything's gonna be alright. But they told me this time is really different. I don't know how different it is but I feel as though it's the same. But they worked longer than me so they should know better than me, right?
C'est la vie; tout comprendre c'est tout pardonner!!!!!
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
5:06 PM |