Friendship
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around
Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care
Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart
Friendship is being close even when you are far apart
Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near
Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best
Love is when you bring them the very best
Friendship occupies your mind
Love occupies your soul
Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side
Friendship is a warm smile in the winter
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart
Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares
A tender laugh, which opens your heart
A single touch that melts away your fears
A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven
A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth
Friendship can survive without love
Love cannot live without friendship
Okay, please do not ask me where did I got that from cause I don't know. I found it in my comp today and find it meaningful. Ok, I am sure I have more but for the mean time, that's the nice one.
Life's alright with me. Been quite lazy to blog. Cause I don't feel like it. Lazy la, everyday work and work and work.
Well, for the past few weeks, I had been quite moody cause of a few certain things. First and foremost, my studies. But in the end, got it settle finally. After a long spin, alast, decided to continue with WMU... Isn't it a bit dumb? Yeah, in a way. At first, decided to do that. Then, wanna cancel plan pula. Now in the end, gonna go back with WMU. What to do, at first my parents didn't agree with the fact of me goin over to US but in the end, after discussing and calculating, it is still cheaper to go over to US compare to UK.
Guess what guys, lately I am changing my style. I have no idea why but I start to like the Bohemian style. I am turning into a Boho chic!! Got a tie and dye skirt d other, very nice wan you know. Then ar... got this real nice skarf. Got a real long necklace and a very ethnic looking earrings. What to do, I am a Boho chic. Well, one thing's for sure, no one could follow my style. I mean in my workin place cause they don't really like it. They kept on complimenting Kinky(Wan)'s style saying she's stylish and etc and her clothes are mostly all from Icon fashion which follows Japanese style. As for me, haha, I follow whatever style I feel like it. I am confident in whatever I am wearing and the most, I must be comfortable with it! But Kinky likes my style. She admires me cause I can wear a lot of different style. I can be hip-hop if I want too, sporty, sexy, fashionable, smart, formal, elegant, boho, beach look-a-like and etc. Kinky can't wear that many styles as she looks elegant so she can't really be a hrad rock chic!
Ok, besides that let me think think what to write first. Alrite, gonna tell a bit bout those monkeys that always look at me. Ok, two are gone but it's WORST!! They still continue to look plus nowadays since I change my style, they look at me even more often. Crazy man.... And I have a funny feelin within me telling me that one of them wanna get to know either me of Kinky. Arrgh....if they really wan, just have the guts to come straight right up to us and befriends with us. I am tired kena 'kap' like that d.....
Well I can feel that I am 'losing my grip' with my friends. Dunno why you didn't come? I have no idea how to explain but I will try to explain it in the future...
Tired tired....gotta go...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
1:52 AM |
A Girl Wun Cry Easily
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Message: A girl wont cry easily
Except in front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the
most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her
hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest
of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont
give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite infront of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a
burden
to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the onli one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson
I went to Mun Ee's (my friend who's currently studying in Malacca) blog. When I found out she had such a wonderful birthday party, I was really happy for her and it kinda reminded me of my birthday party as well.
I can still remember the event so clearly in my head. Gosh, I was so surprised with what they had organised for me and I felt so blessed.
But time flies. In a few months time, I will turn 19. Things change a lot within these few months. Everyone's busy with their uni work. Went down to KL the other day and met up with Carina, Sue, Elwyn and Macha. Of course, saw Amirul and Tracy and also not forgetting naughty Chris.
Things are different now. I don't know why.
I realise one thing, problems always come in a go. Now I think my problems are as high up as the WTC in New York (ok, though it's ruin now). I haven't even settle one of them, another comes. When I thought of dropping everything off, more problems will come to me. I went back to my shop today cause I'm still on leave. Then later on, Sea, my supervisor came up and asked me to fill up a form. And she started scolding me for being there and grab my colleagues attention to talk to me. Hello, it's not my fault they wanna gather around there and talk to me. Never mind. Suddenly, my the other colleagues also kena. She said we always chat and never really do our job well. She was giving us warning and said if things keep on like this, she will fire all of us and change a new batch of new staff. In my mind I was like, FINE, do whatever you want. It's none of my business. I was really angry at that moment. She was giving us excuse that Eddie saw us crowding at the counter and talk. Yes, I was there. Wan and Yuong was also there but they were both doin their duties too.
I don't know why but things are getting more and more ridiculous for me during my working period. Is life really so unfair? I also kena from my mom just now for sleeping late. C'mon, I was just watching movie. Like that also I kena marah.... Gosh, life is really unfair. I don't understand why am I suffering all this. I always don't get what I want.
Frankly speaking, I can feel the gap between me and my friends. I don't know why. Maybe I am just being sensitive but I can see that I am losing them one by one, day by day. I seriously miss my high school time, those time in Sunway doin Ausmat. If only I could turn back time.....
I am tired of cryin silently, without anyone knowing. I can tell, that soon I will be emotionless and I might turn out to be like Elwyn, stoning all the time. I am tired that things don't turn out right, things don't turn out the way it suppose to be.
Tired......tired...... soon, tears are gonna run dry.............
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
4:16 PM |
Troubles, and troubles and troubles
Monday, April 04, 2005
Life is so unexpected. Things come just when u most least expect them. Troubles and troubles..it always come in a go.
Guess what the worst thing happened to me the other day. I lost 20 bucks in my shop, the place where I worked at. I placed my money in my wallet, and I remembered well that I have 43 bucks there. When I got home, I decided to u know, kinda throw some rubbish away from my wallet. I realised I lost 20 bucks. I didn't go anywhere after dinner, except to the loo. And yet at night, there was only me, Wan and Pei Fun. I didn't suspect anyone not till Wan reminded me something. Pei Fun was actually stading at the cupboard for quite some time, and I didn't know. When I asked her what was she doin there, she crapped something out. The next day, I was really sad and down. And guess what, I was so pissed that I threw the waste bin. AND the sensitive Pei Fun thought I was angry with her. So she complained to Siew Foon, her good friend that I showed her my attitude. I mean gosh, hello, I lost ma money. I didn't even complain anything, and she start buzzing around. Gosh, get lost. If she's tryin to get sympathy form people, go ahead. Tis time, I will win this battle. And she even backstabbed me and Wan saying we always bully her by ignoring her and stuff like that. That is so untrue.
Now Siew Foon is putting the blame on me and Wan for not talking to Pei Fun. C'mon man, did any sympathy me? I lost ma money and they're saying it's my fault for not talking to her. C'mon, if she is a nice girl, she would asked right if I was alright when I actually throw the rubbish bin. But she didn't. Now there is war between Wan and I with Pei Fun. If Pei Fun is trying to get sympathy from everyone, she will lose cause I know it's for sure my boss is on my side. I told Jolene, my boss the other day that I lost money. Without any doubts, she suspected Pei Fun. Yesh, indeed she knew that after the existence Pei Fun in the company, a lot of things happened. So, I've decided if things get worse, I will indeed complain to Jolene about Pei Fun backstabbing people.
Gosh, it's like world war 3 in map accessories yet again. This is crazy man. Thank goodness I will be leaving soon.
Aww, that day, when I was sad and down, haha, those bunch of guys from gintell saw me. They kept on looking at my sad gloomy face when I walk pass them. The next day, they kept on staring at me and this time, Wan also cause Wan's face also looked gloomy. Sometimes I do wonder, if Wan actually wants their attention. Cause when I told her I had the gloomy looking face on, they kept on looking at me. Well, maybe she's not satisfied with it so she might wanna put on the sad gloomy face on too to grab their attention. Seriously speaking, I do not want their attention. I WANT MY MONEY BACK!!! To me, at times when I tell Wan they looked at me, she sound as though she's quite jealous that they stare at me, ever since my existence. You know, people just love attention... Gosh, but not me, not in that way.
Anywayz, time realli flies and I know I'll be leaving this happy yet sad land of work soon. And I know I will be leaving the life in Ipoh and head back to astudious life in KL. Pray for me people. Gotta go, need to catch some sleep.
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
4:51 PM |