Message: A girl wont cry easily
Except in front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the
most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her
hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest
of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont
give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite infront of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a
burden
to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the onli one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson
I went to Mun Ee's (my friend who's currently studying in Malacca) blog. When I found out she had such a wonderful birthday party, I was really happy for her and it kinda reminded me of my birthday party as well.
I can still remember the event so clearly in my head. Gosh, I was so surprised with what they had organised for me and I felt so blessed.
But time flies. In a few months time, I will turn 19. Things change a lot within these few months. Everyone's busy with their uni work. Went down to KL the other day and met up with Carina, Sue, Elwyn and Macha. Of course, saw Amirul and Tracy and also not forgetting naughty Chris.
Things are different now. I don't know why.
I realise one thing, problems always come in a go. Now I think my problems are as high up as the WTC in New York (ok, though it's ruin now). I haven't even settle one of them, another comes. When I thought of dropping everything off, more problems will come to me. I went back to my shop today cause I'm still on leave. Then later on, Sea, my supervisor came up and asked me to fill up a form. And she started scolding me for being there and grab my colleagues attention to talk to me. Hello, it's not my fault they wanna gather around there and talk to me. Never mind. Suddenly, my the other colleagues also kena. She said we always chat and never really do our job well. She was giving us warning and said if things keep on like this, she will fire all of us and change a new batch of new staff. In my mind I was like, FINE, do whatever you want. It's none of my business. I was really angry at that moment. She was giving us excuse that Eddie saw us crowding at the counter and talk. Yes, I was there. Wan and Yuong was also there but they were both doin their duties too.
I don't know why but things are getting more and more ridiculous for me during my working period. Is life really so unfair? I also kena from my mom just now for sleeping late. C'mon, I was just watching movie. Like that also I kena marah.... Gosh, life is really unfair. I don't understand why am I suffering all this. I always don't get what I want.
Frankly speaking, I can feel the gap between me and my friends. I don't know why. Maybe I am just being sensitive but I can see that I am losing them one by one, day by day. I seriously miss my high school time, those time in Sunway doin Ausmat. If only I could turn back time.....
I am tired of cryin silently, without anyone knowing. I can tell, that soon I will be emotionless and I might turn out to be like Elwyn, stoning all the time. I am tired that things don't turn out right, things don't turn out the way it suppose to be.
Tired......tired...... soon, tears are gonna run dry.............
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
4:16 PM |