Ocean's Twelve
Monday, December 13, 2004
Yahoo!! I am off today from work. At last, after one week of tiring work, I have a day break. Man it was a busy week for me. Work and work and work. Nothing but work, home, tv, sleep. Boring life but better than nothing.
Well, I went out today with a few of my old high school mates and a few of their friends(guys). Guess what, actually, I realise one thing. When I left for studies in KL, things changed. I mean not them but it's just that I can't mix with them as much as I could last time. I've tried talking to them but doesn't really work. It's like when I tell them stories about my KL friends, they will just sit down patiently and listen and vice versa. And some of my other friends are just way too busy to talk with me now, if you know what I mean. Tried calling and talking to them, it's either they're not around or it's like we'll run out of topic to talk about. Though they still care for me and support me, but the feeling is just way much different compared to last time. When I was with them today, I seriously felt lost, as though I am lost in the woods.
Where is the laughter, you used to bring me?
Why can't I hear music play?
My world is changing, I'm rearranging,
Does that mean Christmas changes too....
I was listening to this song by Faith Hill, Where Are You Christmas and I manage to drop down these few lines. It's very meaningful though it's real sad.
It's true what it said. My world is really changing and I will have to face loads and loads of challenges that will come in the future. I am rearranging myself to prepare myself to see the world. I can't really hear the music play as I am thinking about life.
I am really really sad because of a few things but at the same time, feel so blessed. I think I shouldn't really think too much and enjoy my last month of 2004 with a happy ending. I wanna recall all the things I did this year with my bunch of lovely friends. Thanks bunch and miss you guys really really a lot... FOYER GROUP & AUSMAT FAMILY RAWKS!!!!!!!!!
Oh, just to let you guys know. The reunion gathering- the reason why I make it 5 years from now because by then, all of us would have graduated (hopefully) and we're more free to get together, compare to every year or every two years. So, hopefully we manage to do this!! Keep in touch guys and make sure I will, hopefully get to see you guys bring someone along to the gathering.....haha....
Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear the music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go
Christmas is here everywhere, oh
Christmas is here if you care, oh
If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time
I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here in silence
Fills each and every heart with love
Where are you Christmas
Fills your heart with love
Faith Hill - Where Are You Christmas
What a beautiful song. Hope you guys like it!!!
By the way, forgot to mention. I watched Ocean's Twelve today and personally I think it is nice. But a real good warning. IF YOU GUYS WANNA WATCH THIS SHOW IN PARTICULAR, PLEASE PLEASE DO WATCH OCEAN'S ELEVEN FIRST OR ELSE YOU WILL BE SO SO SOSO BLUR LIKE MY FRIENDS.....HAVE FUN!!!!
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