Breathe Easy
Sunday, December 19, 2004
I realise one thing, I love to write title of my blog with song titles. Anywayz, how's is everyone? Aha..some must be pretty bored with holidayz, am I right?
Well, Joey is way far away from me now.....
CHOI!!!
Soung as though she's dead.... nope, she's in NS now. I won't be able to see her not until maybe Chinese New Year. I do really hope that I will be able to see her during Chinese New Year. Gosh, I am so so gonna miss her. I already miss her so much when I left KL...guys, not to worry, I miss everyone when I left KL. Gosh, this is real bad. I can't imagine the future, when all of us leave for university.
I received a Christmas card from Joey. I shed tears when I read the card and receive such a wonderful necklace from her. Just to let Joey know, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. It does bring back a lot of memories to me- all the things we do, we say...Gosh, I really miss it a lot.
At last, the song that I wanted, Holy Moment by Sonic Flood and Matt Redman, I manage to download. It is so hard to get one particular song man. Though there's another song but I failed to connect to user. So, sorry la, have to wait!!!
Well, I am really adapting better to work now. Everyone talks to me, not like last time, not that lonely anymore. But one thing I really do not like about them; they are real fake at times. They can be real nice to you but at the same time talk behind your back! Gosh, I can't believe it man. "Welcome to the real world, my friend. This is the beginning of you into the world of work!" That is what runs in my mind all the time. And I remember one of my colleague asked me yesterday, if you are in a situation where people talk behind your back, what will you do? I told her I will act as though nothing happened and just keep quiet. Frankly speaking, I am kinda used to the fact people talk about me behind my back. Though at first I can get real irritated but I ignore it later.
Gosh, a month after awards nite passed but the spirit still lives within me! I can still remember every single thing that happened that night, how crazy we were screamin at the guys for not entering our room or start knocking on out door....bla bla. Looking back the pics we took during awards night makes me cry. Listening to the cd makes me cry too.
Seeing him happy makes me feel happy too. But it might be bad. But it might be good. I am talking about the "to-tell-or-not-to-tell" guy. Haha, well I guess I will just seriously keep quiet about it. For those of you who know the real story..haha, I think you guys agree with me!!
Friendship with friends I guess are getting back to sort of normal. Better than last time. More positive now. So, if I continue like this maybe it's a good sign.
I can't wait for Christmas. It's such a lovely season.............
I decorated my Christmas tree... I took pictures with Santa too..haha, the fake version..will post it up later after I've scanned it!!
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