Who am I? Isn’t this a nice question to ponder upon? Yes, all the way up north is a song by Jay Chou, for the movie Initial D. Am I going crazy about Initial D? No, I’m not. It’s just that I like to watch it as it stars Jay Chou and of course, the beautiful cars and the racing…haha…
Feeling very stressed out for the past few days. Yes, I felt better after watching Initial D but somehow, it’s just temporary. I’m still feeling stress somehow. And I have no idea how I could cope with it. What is this man? Coming to me at the wrong time. But I guess I still have to cope with it.
I felt so sad when I know they don’t relly care much anymore. Tried calling him but failed. Damn frustrating you know. So what, when he expects me to be there, I was there. But when I expect him to be there for me, tada, surprise, I’m not free. What is this man? Tis sound so insane. I can’t stand it anymore man. Feel so used in a way. I’m not tryin to prove anything but just wanna release my anger. This is not the first time….. but I guess it might be the last time….
I came to realise a few things. Seriously, sometimes you really can’t depend on anyone for your own problems. Yes, you do need someone to talk to but he or she won’t be there 24/7. So still, you will have to go through it yourself somehow. And life’s so unpredictable. You do not know what happens tomorrow. The terrorist attack happen yesterday in London is a very good example.
For all you know, tomorrow might be the last day for you. So, do things you wanna do know. If you like a guy, tell him and if you like a girl, go after her. No point of being shy when you don’t even know what the ending is. Do not create your own ending cause for all you know, it might be a happy ending. And for those of you guys out there who is currently in a relationship, well, if you guys are already in your 3rd month and still things are not working out, forget about it. Just give up and break it off. No point of hanging on to one relationship when you know there is no happy ending. Those who passed through this, then it might be a good sign but still you have to look at it maybe on your 6th month or 1 year and so on.
And for those who are single, do not worry if you do not get into one. Please do not make yourself so desperado and look like a slut. There is this friend of mine totally change somehow. Maybe it’s because everyone around her is coupled up. So she felt lonely and she needs a guy too. Gosh, this is sad man. What’s the point of simply grabbing a guy and tell him, hey dude, it’s over! It’s gonna hurt everyoe’s feeling somehow and you’ll lose your friendship.
Haiz, what a world. Things are changing in a way or two. There have been a lot asking, why am I not in a relationship? Well, it’s simply because it’s not the right time I guess. In my heart, there is still some torns that I can’t pull out and still need to mend a few holes.
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