yesh, one more month till x-mas
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
yeah, 24 more days till christmas, the best season of the year. i have no idea why but i have always liked christmas. ever since young. maybe it's because all the decorations and lightings. plus all the christmas carols which touches my heart practically every single song.
sigh, 24 more days till christmas but 14 more days till my finals. it's ok, i strongly believe after finals,whew, one burden gone. still got another. dressing my sister up for her wedding. and also dressing myself up! hehe ;-) i still haven't get a dress though i've been hopping everywhere to look for one. yeah, i've seen a few here and there but mommy's not around to buy for me! haiz, gotta wait till they come down when they pick my sister up.
finals finals. guess i have nothing much to say. been very very busy, actually not very but kinda off. especially with stupid cis assignment due every week. at last, this week i have a rest. i thought so. but today, after attending my calculus class, tada, i have another calculus assignment. and we're suppose to do it alone. darn, i'm not too sure if i know how to do. hopefully i could do well in calculus this sem.
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
2:31 PM |
Fall To Pieces
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I dun wanna fall to pieces,
Just wanna sit and stare at you....
I'm listening to this tune from Avril Lavigne, damn cool song. I have no idea why but this song has been in my head for the past few weeks. I had been thinking a lot lately and a lot of articles made me realise a lot of stuff, damn a lot of stuff. Well, without Carina around here,things are less active I should say. can't blame cuzwe're both hostelites and we always hang out with each other a lot. But not that much now.
I seriously miss those Ausmat times when everyone was still around. We had so much fun (or should I say too much fun). But those were seriously sweet memories. Man, I want those days again!! Looking back at those pictures, yeah, we were really fun. Then again, I think of the future, where all of us might leave each other again, seperated from one another again. Sad,I could just sobs with those days around.
Desperado, a song that I'm tuning to now. It is indeed a nice song. Sad sappy songs make peepz ry. Can't help it. I am in the mood now. Crap, it's the moody thing in me again.......betta sign off before I start losing my mind....
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
2:12 PM |
TIme Goes By
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Time Goes By,
I wish I could tell you this,
But I can't,
Summer has gone away,
And another winter day,
Has come and go away,
Christmas is here,
And you're not here with me....
I have no idea what the hell was that but I was just tryin to be, tryin to act like a poet (which I am not!) You know, sometimes, you just wanna express yourself a lil and you'll try to do nonsense like this.
Well, been back to KL here a week now and things so far I assume are goin on pretty good. I had a Mid-Sem Calculus paper on Monday, which I think I really do well in it. I tried finishing the paper though, but I'm pretty sure I made a lot of careless mistakes here and there cause I am indeed a very careless person. I did study for the paper, it's just that at that particular moment, I think everything went blank. Just keep my fingers crossed.
I am pretty sure I am not the only one with the hair cut. SC got a hair cut, which is pretty funny, I call it the chicken-mohawk wannabe hair cut. Besides, he's the Jumanji Boy. It's seriously funny when he does it with the sound effect. A very interesting fella, I should say. Wm got his hair cut, in Hong Kong. And frankly speaking, it's horrible. I mean it looks bad. Truth is. Well, did manage to talk to him. He looked as though he was avoiding me though. Which actually I didn't bother much at first.
But something struck me last night. Well, before I go ahead, I shall elaborate what happened yesterday, which was actually a really fun day! Ian invited us to his house to Raya Open House. So, as I was telling Ian, if J is goin, then count me in cause I can rely on J to fetch me to his place. More and more peaple just added in. In the end, it was me, J, Ca, HM, Vky, and Tat. 6 of us in a wira, not bad huh? We arrived there and of course, Ca and I look really lost cause we basically only knows those people who we went with and of course, the host himself. And we met Ian's bro, Allen. Not bad looking though and a really funny guy, I should say. Then, we met this guy name Adel, that's what he introduced himself as. He seriously reminded me of Jeremy (if you're reading this Jay, yeah, he does reminds me of you).
At first it was pretty boring, I should say, cause I was stoning with the food there. (The food was excellent, marvellous) Then we were thinking of goin to a bar or club for a drink (well, this was actually planned of Thurs after we watch Emily Rose). Then we headed off to Q-Bar. There was me, Ca, Ja, HM, Vky, Tat and Adel. We were really really drinking our way through. Well, Tat was actually tryin to get me drunk cause at the party, AF was saying that it is indeed hard to get me drunk. In the end, HM was the drunken master and he started dancing to the music. Pretty funny and scary at the same time. We took a lot of picture (which I will post it up later on) and some parts here and there was scary. But seriously we had a lot of fun! Funny thing is I do not know Adel not till last night and we act as though we were friends forever. You get what I mean. But he's a pretty interesting guy, again, I should say!
It was really a night to remember. It's like a farewell to Tat and Vky cause they'll be leaving after this semester. And also, I do call it a so-call birthday celebration for Ca, since she's goin back hometown.
Ok, back to my topic at first. I realised a few things last night during the clubbing part. I mean yes indeed I do like J's bunch of monkeys and compared to my bunch of monkeys, J's bunch is was much nicer. But frankly speaking, actually, Wi is not bad. It's just that there are somethings we do not agree and stuff and he's acting as though he just wanna enjoy life to the fullest and not bother about anything else, which I do not like that. I did send him an sms last night, pretend to be cool and ask how's life and stuff. And I told him like it's been quite sometime since I really really talked to him and stuff. Damn, he put the blame on me. He said that it was me who turned him away, not him turning away from me. In a way is true. And he told me he was thinking a lot lately and there are some stuffs that he got too emotional in. Well, I believe that would happen cause he is indeed a pretty emotional boy. Just hope that things after this will be better. Hope that this silence moment between us made him realise what was his mistakes and he grow up a lil after this incident? I don't know man. Just keep the fingers crossed.
Wow, blogging once a week is not too good, nor bad. Good part is I will write a lot, really a lot. Bad part is, is a bit too much to pour out actually. Anywayz, gtg now. CHIOZ!!!!
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
1:30 PM |
