I received a forwarded message from my friend Tze San and it says tis;
"A good friend is like a computer. I 'enter' your life 'save' in my heart 'scan and format' your problems, 'copy and paste' your kindess and never 'delete' you from my 'memory'. "
I was talking to my best friend, Victoria (well, Joey and Carina will know who she is) and she was telling me how sad she was about her friend. I talked to her for a while and she felt so much better.
I knew I received a message but I ignored cuz I was upstairs talking to Vic. When I went down, I realise everything was erased. All my lovely memories of AUSMAT and friends are all erased!!!! Well, I mean all the lovely messages forwarded by my friends are all erased!!
So I messaged San and talked to him. I realised maybe it's fated that I should start a new life. He kept on telling me that it's alright to lose some of the messages. But I know all those messages means a lot to me.
Well, those bunch of guys from Gintell still kept on looking at me and Kinky (Wan) my colleague. I wonder what are they really looking at. It's getting more and more freaky. Aiyer, I know I shouldn't care but like duh, when someone looks at you too much you can feel it too. Well, hello.... if it's you guys, what would you guys do?????
Life is so unpredictable. Well, the most least I know that people still wanna keep in touch. Though I've lost a lot of their sms, but one thing's for sure. Deep within my heart, I still have a place for them. Though I lost their sms, I know that they still care for me too.... I received a testimonial from King Zone, a message from Edwin. Chatting with Colin, David, Carissa, Coach the other day made me feel so good. Went to my blog, knowing Carina and Joey is still so in touch with me. God, I feel so blessed!
So I guess I shouldn't complain too much! It's just fated that I should drop my burden and start a new life. Shouldn't think too much and start a new life... very soon, that's for sure!!!
p.s. ------------------>MISS AUSMATIANS 2004 A LOT!!!! muaks!!
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