Whew
Monday, February 13, 2006
Here comes lazy-bel! it's been quite some time since i last blogged. well can't help it. too lazy! and of course too busy with everything else here.
exams..stress..
tomorrow i have a test. thurs i have quizzes and next week tues i have yet another quiz.. and of course the following monday, i ahve my mid-sem for one of my subs. besides that, whew, got assignment to pass up. what else can bother me? loads...
she lost it, but she's not saying a word. that's what i thought. i tried talking to her but she basically ignored me. what did i do wrong? everyone else talks to her and she is perfectly fine with everyone else. then after classes, right, someone else is also not talking much to me. gosh, jeez, what did i do wrong? am i wrong for being concern about my friend?
lonely...i seriously feel alone. i have basically no one but myself. even though i am surrounded by people, but truth is, who actually are my real friends? i would question myself again. yes, this might be a sensitive issue but it's burried deep inside. i can't hide it long though!!
stress stress.... can i just leave here??
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
6:15 PM |
Xmas xmas..what's better than tis celebrated occassion?
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Hey, yeah, it's ben quite a while since i blogged. well, can't really help it. no computer for me to use. and i'm still using janice's laptop to blog and stuff.
well been a hectic week. been sleeping late for the past few days cause i was busy catching up with my calculus. i still have no idea why am i still doin this but i feel so tough doin engineering. seriously peepz, don't encourage your kids to do it. hopefully i could go through it.
my lfe's been pretty boring. nothing much to blog about. so next time yaz!
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
1:44 PM |
yesh, one more month till x-mas
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
yeah, 24 more days till christmas, the best season of the year. i have no idea why but i have always liked christmas. ever since young. maybe it's because all the decorations and lightings. plus all the christmas carols which touches my heart practically every single song.
sigh, 24 more days till christmas but 14 more days till my finals. it's ok, i strongly believe after finals,whew, one burden gone. still got another. dressing my sister up for her wedding. and also dressing myself up! hehe ;-) i still haven't get a dress though i've been hopping everywhere to look for one. yeah, i've seen a few here and there but mommy's not around to buy for me! haiz, gotta wait till they come down when they pick my sister up.
finals finals. guess i have nothing much to say. been very very busy, actually not very but kinda off. especially with stupid cis assignment due every week. at last, this week i have a rest. i thought so. but today, after attending my calculus class, tada, i have another calculus assignment. and we're suppose to do it alone. darn, i'm not too sure if i know how to do. hopefully i could do well in calculus this sem.
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
2:31 PM |
Fall To Pieces
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I dun wanna fall to pieces,
Just wanna sit and stare at you....
I'm listening to this tune from Avril Lavigne, damn cool song. I have no idea why but this song has been in my head for the past few weeks. I had been thinking a lot lately and a lot of articles made me realise a lot of stuff, damn a lot of stuff. Well, without Carina around here,things are less active I should say. can't blame cuzwe're both hostelites and we always hang out with each other a lot. But not that much now.
I seriously miss those Ausmat times when everyone was still around. We had so much fun (or should I say too much fun). But those were seriously sweet memories. Man, I want those days again!! Looking back at those pictures, yeah, we were really fun. Then again, I think of the future, where all of us might leave each other again, seperated from one another again. Sad,I could just sobs with those days around.
Desperado, a song that I'm tuning to now. It is indeed a nice song. Sad sappy songs make peepz ry. Can't help it. I am in the mood now. Crap, it's the moody thing in me again.......betta sign off before I start losing my mind....
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
2:12 PM |
TIme Goes By
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Time Goes By,
I wish I could tell you this,
But I can't,
Summer has gone away,
And another winter day,
Has come and go away,
Christmas is here,
And you're not here with me....
I have no idea what the hell was that but I was just tryin to be, tryin to act like a poet (which I am not!) You know, sometimes, you just wanna express yourself a lil and you'll try to do nonsense like this.
Well, been back to KL here a week now and things so far I assume are goin on pretty good. I had a Mid-Sem Calculus paper on Monday, which I think I really do well in it. I tried finishing the paper though, but I'm pretty sure I made a lot of careless mistakes here and there cause I am indeed a very careless person. I did study for the paper, it's just that at that particular moment, I think everything went blank. Just keep my fingers crossed.
I am pretty sure I am not the only one with the hair cut. SC got a hair cut, which is pretty funny, I call it the chicken-mohawk wannabe hair cut. Besides, he's the Jumanji Boy. It's seriously funny when he does it with the sound effect. A very interesting fella, I should say. Wm got his hair cut, in Hong Kong. And frankly speaking, it's horrible. I mean it looks bad. Truth is. Well, did manage to talk to him. He looked as though he was avoiding me though. Which actually I didn't bother much at first.
But something struck me last night. Well, before I go ahead, I shall elaborate what happened yesterday, which was actually a really fun day! Ian invited us to his house to Raya Open House. So, as I was telling Ian, if J is goin, then count me in cause I can rely on J to fetch me to his place. More and more peaple just added in. In the end, it was me, J, Ca, HM, Vky, and Tat. 6 of us in a wira, not bad huh? We arrived there and of course, Ca and I look really lost cause we basically only knows those people who we went with and of course, the host himself. And we met Ian's bro, Allen. Not bad looking though and a really funny guy, I should say. Then, we met this guy name Adel, that's what he introduced himself as. He seriously reminded me of Jeremy (if you're reading this Jay, yeah, he does reminds me of you).
At first it was pretty boring, I should say, cause I was stoning with the food there. (The food was excellent, marvellous) Then we were thinking of goin to a bar or club for a drink (well, this was actually planned of Thurs after we watch Emily Rose). Then we headed off to Q-Bar. There was me, Ca, Ja, HM, Vky, Tat and Adel. We were really really drinking our way through. Well, Tat was actually tryin to get me drunk cause at the party, AF was saying that it is indeed hard to get me drunk. In the end, HM was the drunken master and he started dancing to the music. Pretty funny and scary at the same time. We took a lot of picture (which I will post it up later on) and some parts here and there was scary. But seriously we had a lot of fun! Funny thing is I do not know Adel not till last night and we act as though we were friends forever. You get what I mean. But he's a pretty interesting guy, again, I should say!
It was really a night to remember. It's like a farewell to Tat and Vky cause they'll be leaving after this semester. And also, I do call it a so-call birthday celebration for Ca, since she's goin back hometown.
Ok, back to my topic at first. I realised a few things last night during the clubbing part. I mean yes indeed I do like J's bunch of monkeys and compared to my bunch of monkeys, J's bunch is was much nicer. But frankly speaking, actually, Wi is not bad. It's just that there are somethings we do not agree and stuff and he's acting as though he just wanna enjoy life to the fullest and not bother about anything else, which I do not like that. I did send him an sms last night, pretend to be cool and ask how's life and stuff. And I told him like it's been quite sometime since I really really talked to him and stuff. Damn, he put the blame on me. He said that it was me who turned him away, not him turning away from me. In a way is true. And he told me he was thinking a lot lately and there are some stuffs that he got too emotional in. Well, I believe that would happen cause he is indeed a pretty emotional boy. Just hope that things after this will be better. Hope that this silence moment between us made him realise what was his mistakes and he grow up a lil after this incident? I don't know man. Just keep the fingers crossed.
Wow, blogging once a week is not too good, nor bad. Good part is I will write a lot, really a lot. Bad part is, is a bit too much to pour out actually. Anywayz, gtg now. CHIOZ!!!!
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
1:30 PM |
Loss of Rottweiler, here come Dalmation -----> Labrador -----> and now, Dashund??
Sunday, October 30, 2005
What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps. (Check it out)
I drive these brothers crazy,
I do it on the daily,
They treat me really nicely,
They buy me all these ice-ys.
Dolce & Gabbana,
Fendi and then Donna
Karan, they be sharin'
All their money got me wearin'
Fly gearrr but I ain't askin,
They say they love my ass 'n,
Seven Jeans, True Religion's,
I say no, but they keep givin'
So I keep on takin'
And no I ain't taken
We can keep on datin'
I keep on demonstrating.
My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps,
My hump, my hump, my hump,
My humps they got u,
She's got me spending.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, on me, on me
What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I'm a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps. (Check it out)
I met a girl down at the disco.
She said hey, hey, hey yea let's go.
I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Lets spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.
They say I'm really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex me.
They always standing next to me,
Always dancing next to me,
Tryin' a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin' at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can't touch it,
If u touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don't pull on my hand boy,
You ain't my man, boy,
I'm just tryn'a dance boy,
And move my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My lovely lady lumps [x3]
In the back and in the front.
My lovin' got u,
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, on me, on me.
What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What you gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I'ma make, make, make, make you scream
Make you scream, make you scream.
What you gon do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off this hump.
What you gon' do wit all that breast?
All that breast inside that shirt?
I'ma make, make, make, make you work
Make you work, work, make you work.
She's got me spendin'.
Spendin all your money on me and spendin' time on me
She's got me spendin'.
Spendin' all your money on me, on me, on me.
Well, I'm pretty sure a lot of you guys know what song lyrics was that. Elsie wrote me a testimonial the other day saying that whenever she listens to this song, it reminds her of me. Haha. It's funny isn't it. well HELLO i dun even have the nice assets liks Fergie. Hmm, I do wonder, can I have nice assets like hers? Haha, what a dream.
Life's been pretty bad with me and good at the same time.
Let's start with the bad side:
Well, Thursday was really a bad bad day for me. I was mad at someone, which I think a few already know who I'm talking about here. I was so worried for him cause he told me he was sick. He called me on Wednesday but I was at the cafeteria with Janice, so I couldn't really talk to him. I promised him that I will call him after my class, about 5. He said ok. So I called. He didn't pick up my call. Nvm. I thought he was sleeping or something. I made another call. He still didn't pick up my call. So, really I thought he was sleeping. I called again for the 3rd time at about 7 something. He still did not answer my call. I was seriously getting worried about him. Bang, when I was online, he saw me online. He said hello and everything. But when asked, he said he went out gambling. I mean like, what the hell? El was basically helping him with his marketing assignment and I was worried he was so sick that he can't do his assignment. Darn, the truth came out and I didn't wanna talk to him then. On Thursday, he had a paper. He didn't bring papers to class, so he came and asked from me. I gave him, but in my tone, people can so sense I am angry. Never mind about that. I was prety nagry that day. Some guy, CH, from my calculus class has to come up to me, and accidentally slapped me on my face. I wasn't really pissed, but at that moment, I was really really pissed. I scolded him for doin that to me cause even my mom has not slapped me before nor my dad. He dares to slap me? Arrgh. So I screamed at him. Later, the guy who made me mad and caused all the anger in me, came lunch with me, El, J, D, SC and also a friend of his, who is coincidentally my cute Korean guy, WY. El, Jan, SC, D are really nice friends. They know I was really angry and mad, so they helped to chill me down a lil. But sadly, W just has to add fire. He said he wanted the food I was eating (which is actually Wan Ton Mee), and he doesn't know how to order. So, D and I helped him. And then he actually asked who helped him to order. I told him an angel in a sarcastic tone (well like duh, i gave him a sarcastic look). Then he asked me to tell that angel, thank you, asshole. Wow, everyone there can so see that my anger was rising high, it almost reach the boiling point. D told him, "shit, u said the wrong thing to her today. She's not in a mood!" I kept quiet and continue eating my food, or should I say, playing with my food. El like teased me, "Hey, ur leng chai there man. you should be happy." "I don't care if my leng chai there or not, unless you tell me brad pitt is here, then i'll be happy!" I told El. Sigh, it was really a bad day for me. After lunch we went back to college. I asked El to accompany me off to the cafeteria. She said, "aiyor, you just missed the best chance to befriends with your leng chai. suddenly next time no more chances like this!" "Well, i can't say anything much cause I was angry. and he didn't even dare to look at our table (which was me, El and Jan)" Sigh, missed chance. Seriously speaking, it's not that I didn't wanna talk to him. He look as though he doesn't dare to look at me! Anywayz, WY left early, headed off somewhere else. Frankly speaking, he looks very shy. Indeed, I think he is shy, especially with loud and noisy people like us around.
Good news:
Well, Thurs was the last day before the break. Whew, at last, got a week break. But need to return earlier due to work work and work. Sigh, but the most least I'm back at home sweet home, far far away from the world outside, a complicated world I mean. And then, my sis told me, we have a new dog. I was like, yeah, I know, the Dalmation right? She was like, NO! It's a labrador. What happened to my parents when we were not around? Why suddenly another new addition to the family? Sigh, the previous owner of the dalmation gave it to us also. Well, we have a dalmation male named Pluto and labrador female named Gigi.
Do this math, if the dalmation male mate with the labrador female, what do you get? Simple. A DALBRADOR! Haha. It's lame but I guess we better come out with that, right? And when I went out yesterday, dropping out my sister off to my mom's office, another doggie came into our house. This time, it is a Dashund. Well, I was pretty afraid that my mom wouldn't let me keep it. But guess what, my mom said to my dad today, let's keep the dog. I can tell why my mom wants to keep it. This is the first ever dog that my mom's not afraid off! Hehe. For the past few dogs we had, she was afraid of them cause they were big size and fierce. Same as my two new dogs, Pluto and Gigi. And also, whenever my mom sees dog, she's scared of them. Even small little Jack Russell also she's afraid or maybe Yorkshier Terrier too! But this time, she's not! It's a Dashund, it just follows behind your back slowly. Haha.
Well there you have it there, the good news and bad news. Sigh, come to think back, why was I so angry at CH when he slapped me accidentally? Mayb cause at that moment, I was already pissed with something else. Too bad for CH la. WY is such a waste, as in I was given such a nice oppurtunity to befriends with him, but I just missed it. Hopefully got the chance again! ;-)
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
2:07 AM |
Mid Sem Exams
Monday, October 17, 2005
ah well, i tot there will not be any exams. but darn, mr. cheah just announced that we will be having our mid-sem exams next wednesday, chapter 1 and 2. sigh, work and work. i'm so scared i can't do well. but i can't let that happen. it happened d last sem, dat's y i didn't get an A for my finals. sigh. and i will not let that happen again.
faith is a very strong word. as long as you have faith in yourself and in Him, everything's gonna be alright. dawn's facing problems. sigh. it's like everyone facing problems. she's having a tough time now. i hope everything turns out fine for lil dawn.
as for me, things are still not fine with me. i have no idea what's wrong now. it's like everyone's avoiding me. or should i say i avoided someone and now it's karma. what goes around comes around. sigh, sad huh? i dun care la. i seriously can't be bothered anymore. i am so down with everything with my head. i dunno which one to actually care for.
sigh, problems rise and fall. and i think this month, i am having a really really tough time. i wonder how long can i stand it alone? not long... but hold on tight... i believe everything's gonna be alright!
Isabel _ b l o g g e d _ @
6:38 PM |
